AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH

It's amazing how you can think you're invincible and then you get hurt...

That you're well-balanced, and then you teeter and fall...

Maybe I don't put enough weight on the fact that I may not be as cold as I thought,
I guess that's a good thing....but fuck it, I was never one of those 'what's passed is past', 'look on the bright side' types... I'm one of the self-indulgent, self-involved, never to be happy, mad at the world types, and I'm not laughing...

Life is currently shifting dramatically, or possibly even more scarily, settling in..
Into a five-day, tedious, working groove