Who knows?
Where does it come from...this sudden malaise. I mean obviously it's a product of being me but...to suddenly feel like your world is collapsing and for no tangible reason. I guess it's also a product of being insane...haha,very funny right?! Sure it is
fALLing,
TearING,
BLeedING,
neEDing,
jUMP,
SoaR,
dRIFT,
nO More
There's never anyone to save you....everyone's alone. We live alone never understanding each other, never understanding ourselves, and then we die alone. The memory lives on but only if we remember right? I'll never forgive myself for that. How can you get over something you can't remember....I know it makes no sense but when it comes to crappy emotional stuff little does...well they don't make a patch for it unfortunately
fALLing,
TearING,
BLeedING,
neEDing,
jUMP,
SoaR,
dRIFT,
nO More
There's never anyone to save you....everyone's alone. We live alone never understanding each other, never understanding ourselves, and then we die alone. The memory lives on but only if we remember right? I'll never forgive myself for that. How can you get over something you can't remember....I know it makes no sense but when it comes to crappy emotional stuff little does...well they don't make a patch for it unfortunately
posted by Random Inanity at Monday, September 26, 2005
2 Comments:
I've often wondered about malaise myself. Sometimes the blues can hit so suddenly and so hard that you're terrified into paralysis.
And then later, when it passes as suddenly as it comes, you can't do anything but wonder what the hell made you feel so glum. And then you feel silly for feeling like that in the first place, because you can't remember the intensity of the feeling - only that you dread it and would do anything to avoid it.
Just stumbled across this post, thought I'd comment on it :)
Yeah, it's true. I generally just rant it out of my system and the moment I've stopped writing I feel purged somehow. It's the only way to deal with it one baby step, or emotional shitheap at a time.
Thanks
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